10 things you want
1. new macbook
2. could pass the national cheerleading competition
3. get a good score for my business studies
4. singapore! lombok! bali! maldives ! yunani! im dying for vacation
5. eyeliner!
6. lotssss of nailpolish. esp the yellow one
7. greentea frappucino with xtra whipped cream
8. graduate.. i don't know,i want to get out from my highschool as soon as possible. is it weird?
9. new camera! the pink one
10. you. *eh?*

9 Musicians/bands you love
1. OWL CITY!!!!
2. Adhitia Sofyan
3. MYMP
4. Soulvibe
5. i don't know. blank
6. -
7.
8.
9.

8 things you do everyday
1. take a picture. *:P
2. twitter..tumblr..facebook..google..
3. sleep sleep sleep
4. listen to music
5. walk (?)
6. watch tv
7. talk to my mom
8. gossip.. he he

7 things you enjoy
1. PHOTOSHOP.
2. sleeping.
3. camera
4. FOODS!
5. dont
6. kno
7. blank

6 things that will always win your heart
1. thin & tall body
2. eyes
3. lil bit silly
4. humor
5. sweet :)
6. kind

5 favorites: movie,song,book,food,season
1. mean girls. don't kno.. this film absolutely got my heart
2. blue sky collapse by Adhitia Sofyan
3. glam girls
4. sushi!
5. autumn.

4 smells you enjoy
1. bread talk!
2. white musk
3. white wood oil.. HAHAHA. kayu putih maksudnya...
4. greentea

3 places you want to go
1. AMERICA.
2. Greece
3. Maldives

2 favorite holidays
Lebaran
New Year

1 person you'd marry on the spot
him. *iiii*

SUMPAH BLOG GUE GARING BANGET. mau tau gak kenapa akhir2 ini gue jarang ngepost? iii berasa ada yang baca.... jadi begini,alasan gue sekarang kebanyakan ngupload foto,ngepost quote dan lain2. karna...... gue gatau lagi mau nulis apa. gue kehilangan bakat gue nulis blog,ya sebenernya dari dulu juga gaada bakat. apalagi sekarang blog kriuk kriuk crunchy gitu pada jarang ngeblog.. lebih pada ke twitter. ya makin crunchy aja nih blog. tapi.. aku akan mencoba membacot lagi disini. dengan ceritaku yang ga ada bagus2nya dan lucu2nya.

mari kita me-review kehidupan gue akhir2 ini.. gue kena dbd loh! setelah 16tahun gue hidup,baru pertama kali gue kena penyakit yang agak berat,sampe dirawat dirumah sakit. inget banget pas kamis, gue pulang2 udah lemes,pusing,kaki gue rasanya remuk2 gimana gidu. tapi gue kekeuh ga mau ke dokter... males banget gitu kan,pas tengah malem,gue menggigil,gue ngambil termometer " 40.3 " dan gue masih sempet2nya ngetweet " mendingan ke ugd sekarang ato ga ya? " gue gangerti itu gue gaada kerjaan,ngigo,ato cari sensasi.

akhirnya,pagi2 pun gue kerumah sakit. bener2 linglung,ampe gue gangerasa udah ada jarum nancep di pembuluh darah gue. jeng jeng jeng!!! akhirnya gue kena dbd. dirawat deh,luchuw. pertama kalinya tuh gue dirawat, dan itu berarti pertama kalinya gue diinfus. dan susternya tuh brengsek

i : sus,diinfus sakit ga sih?
s : sakit lah,namanya juga ditusuk jarum

seinget gue sih ya, suster itu harusnya membuat pasien nya tenang. ini malah bikin gue makin dag dig duar. oke,akhirnya gue dirawat 5 hari. DAN ITU GAENAK. hari 1-2 gue masih norak gitu mainin kasurnya. sampai hari ke 2 sore itu...... dokter menyuntikkan zat obat ke infus-an gua,dan itu sakit banget. dia nyuntik jam 9.. gue tidur... jam 11 gue bangun dan nangis2,pas melek,bengkak cuy tangan gue ^.^ di kompres ga ngaruh,akhirnya gue pun nangis. JANGAN BILANG CENGENG. itu sakitnya parah2an. gue udah nahan2 ampe jam setengah satu masih sakit.

ah udah ah cape. besok gue lanjutin ya. lagi nonton safa dan marwah, safa nya mati. bye <3

i dont know whats wrong with me lately, i just want you to understand.. is it too much im asking for? haha,yep. that's too much. and the pathetic part is,my friends dont understand too. they act like they understand,like they care,like they know,but i know that's fake.

if i could ask one thing to god,i would say,take me back to 2008... when my life seems perfect. dad,junior high friends,love life,family,everything was perfect... haha life goes on... isnt it?

xx.me

sorry for the bad grammar ppl,really.

so... how are you all?
i think nowadays people choose twitter than blog. aite?
hihi. but im here to share my (un)important stories,again!
i promise you to update this page more frequently.
deal?
these months life's so cruel to me,but thanks God i have my bestfriends whenever i need them
emm.. ok. not " whenever " because sometimes i just keep those secrets.
its like.. if i share my stories,they would feel like " what? u r so pathetic bla bla bla "
and im not ready to hear those comments.
oh ya. tomorrow i will have a photoshoot with @zihanazu and @vickadini (oops. twitter syndrome)
ok. i have to go now. catch u later.

xx. me

“But when I look in the mirror, I see a girl who’s been through so much. And yet, she still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart, or what’s left of it. And when you see her walking in the hallway, I can guarantee you she’ll have her head up high, faking a smile just one last time. And for all those people who try to break her, you never will.”

its okay. its okay to want someone you cant have,its okay to cry when u're hurt,and its okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. believe it or not,its always going to be okay. thats just how it works. sometimes things dont work out how u want them to,and most of the time,it seems like they new will. but u just have to believe,keep ur faith,and move on

xx

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Tapi kusadari bahwa dirimu jauh untuk aku miliki
Saat ku sendiri tak dapat ku menepis rasa rinduku
Namun ku pendam rasa ini agar kau bahagia dengannya

Ingin ku tau jawabmu
Mengapa kau tinggalkan diriku
Seharusnya kau mengerti resah yang kurasakan

Sadarkah kau membuat diriku jatuh cinta pada dirimu setiap waktu
Ingin kutau jawabmu mengapa kau tinggalkan diriku
Seharusnya kau mengerti resah yang kurasakan
Sadarlah.

Untitled - The Yellow Strings

lets be honest,this is so...... me.
wonder why?
read the lyric,then you'll know.
fck.